I think I’m alright and survived this round. My boss just told me I could wait until Monday to do something and I’m leaving in fifteen minutes to take my final.
I’m breathing a little deeper but still have my guard up.They haven’t done any cuts at all in the division and the two bosses are getting together now at the other office so they might do it together. It’s all so very confusing.
I’m anxious about the final. Studying has been close to impossible and I feel like everything is evaporating. I’m trying so hard to focus and retain but it’s not working too well. I think I’m just going to spend the next 15 minutes winding down and then I’ll review again on the train and when I get to the school.
After I’m done, I think I’m going to get in the car and cry like a baby. And I need to do some shopping tonight so it’s gonna be a battle keeping it in check. Wish me luck.