I've been struggling with so many thoughts lately. What is the perfect answer? The ideal solution?
I guess the thing to discuss on Tuesday is, is that possible? Is that the right way to go? Is a marriage moldable? Am I?
I fucking hate this.
Every time he sees me sad and in thought he asks, "What's wrong? Why are you in a bad mood?"
"I don't know" or "Nothing" are the typical responses I give when what I am saying in my head is, "I'm just thinking about how to leave you and it makes me sad."